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How Long Do Your Mistakes Bother You?

How long do your mistakes bother you?

I've been thinking about this lately. For me, it seems around 3-4 years. I'm still annoyed at a few of the larger mistakes I made in 2008, 2009, and 2010. Maybe a couple things from '07. I'm not bothered at anything from from '06 or earlier.

How about you, dear reader - how long do you carry your mistakes with you? I think instantly forgetting and moving on would be pretty dangerous, it's the negative feelings we carry around that helps us burn new patterns into ourselves.

On the other hand, agonizing over something that happened 10 years ago, 20 years ago... there can't be any sense to that, can there? Certainly, you can internalize the lessons after 5-7 years and move on... right?

I'm wondering lately if I should work to speed up the process of not being bothered at mistakes. I make a lot of mistakes. I do so much stupid shit. I say so much stupid shit.

Nyeh Im scared?

On Shut Up and Take My Hand

- My fear of losing you turns to a fear of loving you -

*sigh* what to say about it? Hmmm...well, its pretty much just that. Always, I've always figured love simply didn't exist. Well, not for me anyways. So when I did eventually and shockingly ( o.o ) fall in love, it terrified me. *Terrifies me.

Still confused as to what I'm even saying (which btw, is why I'm even writing this~) so apologies in advance > .

Well I guess I do not what I want to say, but I just feel odd typing it XD Ummm lets see~ love is weird concept to me, I want it, its nice...makes me happy but...its so...


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